[– Path of My Life –]

Dear all,
I just heard from radio that Steven Curtis Chapman’s youngest daughter was killed a month ago. Steven (SC) is a Christian Singer and he has a new single “Cinderella”.. Suddenly, I tried to find out about Cinderella song and also found out what the story behind that song.. This is the video:

and this is the song:

Its about Fathers’ love to his daughter..Please watch the video, it teaches us about life goes fast and no one knows about a second from now. I personally so sad about SC’ daughter. She just 5 years old cute little girl adopted from China. If you listen SC said that he inspired by Maria and her sisters to wrote this song. Emily Chapman (SC’ older daughter) just engaged and SC realized that he should spend more time with his little girls.. But unfortunately Maria hasn’t feel to be a real Cinderella like Emily and feel the wedding dress or even just feel to dance with the prince..

We also just celebrate Fathers day.. So, fathers, if you watch the video, please take your time to spend with your daughters or even your sons! Time goes fast.. Work, projects, bills and everything probably make you feel so exhausted and make you so depressed at the moment. The thing that you can do, just take your kids out somewhere even go to the pool and have fun with them, go to the pet store or zoo, or maybe you can go to the arcade and dance with them.. If you dont like to be a “old prince”, try to be a “cool prince” and play DDR or Guitar Hero with your kids. They will surprise and love it! I just got married and If I were a father, I would so sad because I should give my daughter to the other man and hope all the best for her. If you havent be a father, just remember this song, remember this video, remember this words…

R.I.P Maria Sue Chapman 2003-2008

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Dear dad,
When I was a little girl, I remember that you were beside me to hold my hand when we walked together.
You used to show me a lot of things and made me feel smart..
You even told me what is your favourite collection when people dont know about that,and it made me feel special..
I used to ask you to bring a piece of money for my piggy bank everytime you got off from work and made me feel rich and thankful..

Dad,
Thank you for being cover for our family, thank you for being knight and have a brave heart to save the family. Thank you for always teaching us to be patient, to be survive, to be wise every single day…

Dad,
Since I worked for Disney, I can feel when you work really hard for family…
Your strong hands and powerful feet show me how tough a life is…
You working under the rain, and heat..
I felt the same way that you’ve been through…
When the storm and rain attacked me, I remember how hard your work is..
When the heat really burned me, I remember how dizzy your work out there and feel the sun light so straight to your body..
When I was sweat really bad, I realized that yours must be hard even you getting old now..

I saw your old skin, tired body, tired eyes, and wrinkle on your face is appear but you still can handle that. It is a bless from God that your power is so strong and survive with any situation..

Dad,
I’m not your girl anymore, I have another person that I love…
I cant be able to stay beside you like before…
But my love for you still remain..
Maybe I never say that “I love you”
Maybe I never say that “I care about you”
Maybe I never say that “I always pray for you”
But, please believe that I always say those words in my heart..

Dad,
Happy Fathers Day…
Let the world know that my dad is the best dad in the world..
Let the world know that my dad works really hard for family..

Dad,
Once again..
Maybe this is the time to say :
I love you dad..
I care about you..
and I always put you in my pray……

It’s been a long time I havent post the blog here, oh well.. There’s a lot of things happened. Especially when I have husband now, lol.. Even I’m not working as much as I did last year, but still I dont have feeling to write anything even there’s a lot testimonies and stories that I want to share.

People usually ask me about “how’s your marriage life?”
Well, one thing : Marriage is not Fairy Tale, but this is the real life. Sad, happy, mad, anger, love, sweet,etc all together blend in our life.. One thing for sure, marriage is not easy that we thought. Two different people, two different character, lifestyle, hobbies, and such and such should be ‘mixed’. Marriage teaches me how to understand the core of life, the core of love, and love makes me a life!

06/07 we’ve been together for 6 months, It means half-year.. It is great! Time goes so fast, we cant believe that we’ve been together..
Our love proofs that we so much in love…
Our understanding proofs that we could make it through…
Our God proofs that we meant each other…

Jamin…., one word who always make me realize how much God loves me… God knows what I need, God knows what I can’t stand for, God knows what I’m yearning, God knows what I deserve…

Jamin…, a lot of things are unexpect from him. I never thought he will do a lot of things and make me amazed and feel blessed. He gives me surprise when I dont have a clue at all… He makes me feel safe and believe that we will be ok! He always help me to stand up when I’m down.. He wipes my tears when I cant handle my emotion in this life… He works really hard to show me that he is commit with his words….

Last time he gave a surprise when we had ‘half-anniversary’ and he asked me to go to Mexican Restaurant, it was so sweet! Moreover when I got home, he change and clean the bedroom perfectly and did laundry lol… It just fantastic! Sometimes we need to give reward to people that we love or love us.. They deserve it though

Jamin is my knight who stands in front of me with his sword…
Jamin is my angel who covers me with his wings…
Jamin is my prince who gives me a beautiful surprises…
Jamin is my cat who asks me to pet him everynight (LOL)

Thank you for all our friends who help us going through all hard times that we have.. Thank you for your support and your pray for us!

We can’t give anything for our friends.. I hope I just can be there whenever our friends need us.. We would love to give our time and piece of heart for our friends. Also we would love to pray and ask God to bless our friends..