[– Path of My Life –]

It’s been a long time I havent post the blog here, oh well.. There’s a lot of things happened. Especially when I have husband now, lol.. Even I’m not working as much as I did last year, but still I dont have feeling to write anything even there’s a lot testimonies and stories that I want to share.

People usually ask me about “how’s your marriage life?”
Well, one thing : Marriage is not Fairy Tale, but this is the real life. Sad, happy, mad, anger, love, sweet,etc all together blend in our life.. One thing for sure, marriage is not easy that we thought. Two different people, two different character, lifestyle, hobbies, and such and such should be ‘mixed’. Marriage teaches me how to understand the core of life, the core of love, and love makes me a life!

06/07 we’ve been together for 6 months, It means half-year.. It is great! Time goes so fast, we cant believe that we’ve been together..
Our love proofs that we so much in love…
Our understanding proofs that we could make it through…
Our God proofs that we meant each other…

Jamin…., one word who always make me realize how much God loves me… God knows what I need, God knows what I can’t stand for, God knows what I’m yearning, God knows what I deserve…

Jamin…, a lot of things are unexpect from him. I never thought he will do a lot of things and make me amazed and feel blessed. He gives me surprise when I dont have a clue at all… He makes me feel safe and believe that we will be ok! He always help me to stand up when I’m down.. He wipes my tears when I cant handle my emotion in this life… He works really hard to show me that he is commit with his words….

Last time he gave a surprise when we had ‘half-anniversary’ and he asked me to go to Mexican Restaurant, it was so sweet! Moreover when I got home, he change and clean the bedroom perfectly and did laundry lol… It just fantastic! Sometimes we need to give reward to people that we love or love us.. They deserve it though

Jamin is my knight who stands in front of me with his sword…
Jamin is my angel who covers me with his wings…
Jamin is my prince who gives me a beautiful surprises…
Jamin is my cat who asks me to pet him everynight (LOL)

Thank you for all our friends who help us going through all hard times that we have.. Thank you for your support and your pray for us!

We can’t give anything for our friends.. I hope I just can be there whenever our friends need us.. We would love to give our time and piece of heart for our friends. Also we would love to pray and ask God to bless our friends..

Beberapa hari lalu, temenku “konseling” sama aku.. dia bilang udah 3 hari berturut-turut bermimpi tentang cowok yang dia suka, tp bertepuk sebelah tangan (itu cowok udah punya cewek pula ) . Dan dia berkata apakah itu cowok suka sama dia?? Apakah ini tanda dari cowok itu?? Hmm.. aku jawab, dunno for sure.. Tapi ada kemungkinan mimpi itu adalah buah pikiran dari temenku. Karena ada satu dan lain hal yang membuat kita merasa memikirkan si doi, lalu terjadilah mimpi itu ..

Aku jadi inget satu artikel dari Reader’s Digest edisinya lupa, tapi aku baca ada artikel tentang “Lucid Dream”. Aku tertarik untuk mengetahuinya.. dan guess what?? In that night, I had Lucid Dream.. hahahaha.. Baru aja dibaca, tapi malamnya tuh udah kejadian, jadi pas bangun pagi, seluruh tubuhku mengalir rasa takut, aneh, tapi its fun!
Apa sih itu? Well, dari kata-katanya mungkin emang terdengar “aneh” tapi Lucid Dream ini tuh merupakan suatu state dimana orang yang sedang bermimpi dalam tidur, tapi dia sadar kalau dia itu lagi mimpi.

Misalnya : di suatu mimpi, kita lagi jalan di hutan, and saat itu pula kita tau klo jalan di hutan itu cm mimpi.. di mimpi kita bertemu dengan seekor kucing, dan kucing itu bisa ngomong bahasa manusia, dan kamu langsung bilang ke kucing itu, “aahh.. aku tau ini pasti mimpi…” dan selanjutnya, kamu yang nentuin mau kemana arah dari mimpi itu!! WOW~ masa sih bisa seperti itu? (more…)

Hi all, akhirnya bioskop 21 turun harga!! how come coba? mungkin semenjak ada Bioskop Trans TV kali yaaa..!! hahahaha.. so, ayo kita bernonton ria..
wait2.. apa ini jangan2 bentuk protes bioskop indonesia berhubungan dengan kemenangan Eskul di FFI? i dont think so.. :p

Tp guys, makin di potong, jangan2 makin banyak di sensor dan di potong2 scene yg ga penting.. T_T smoga ga gitu ya

Ayo, kita ntn bareng!!

Sob!! Internet is down.. ( not was :p ) Doh, i really sick with this situation.. Since earthquake hit Taiwan @ 7.1 SR, they said optic fiber where is under the sea is crash.. Boooo, how come?? All over ASIA is down now.. Di mana-mana semua koneksi down abis, dari temenku yang dari Singapore, Philippines, sampai ke Korea semua kena dampak.. Well,dunno bout Japan. Coz, i think they have their own connection, which is Japan is the most modern nation now.. lol…

Hal ini terjadi hampir nyaris almost di semua kantor, semua teman-teman pada ngeluh coz we cant connect well, eventho connect, it will be “byar-pret”condition.. hahaha.. Aku bisa connect YM beberapa kali, tapi ya itu mati sambung mati sambung.. Giliran nyambung, sepi beneeer tu YM, coz all around asia lagi bermasalah

Thank God, kantor ku emang KEREN! norak.com :p yeaaah, kita masih bisa akses beberapa site gitu deh. Salah satunya this blog. hahahaha.. makanya, jadi blogging deh :p
Dilaporkan oleh detik inet, sampai saat ini kapasitas internet di Indo tinggal 17%. Yes, emang untuk buka google aja tuh ngos-ngosan, yang ada jadi pada BT. Belum lagi para user disini mengeluh dan mereka sangka bad connection ini terjadi karena server / kesalahan IT, tp setelah dikasih tau mereka ngerti juga
Berita buruknya : hal ini akan terjadi selama dua minggu- 1 bulan. OMG!! How Come!! Kayaknya nggak mungkin selama itu deh… Kacau, semua bisnis menggunakan connection will be decrease..

Di negara Korea juga kelabakan karena bad connection.. Tapi, kenapa dari Taiwannya sendiri kok nggak ada kabar heboh spt itu ya.. Gempa 7.1 tapi nggak ketauan berapa jumlah korban dll… dan ternyata gempa itu dibawah laut, makanya serat optic yang kena, bukan orang-orang di Taiwan..

Imagine, someday Internet satu dunia MATI TOTAL..!! Nggak usah berminggu-minggu.. satu hari aja sudah pada heboh dan emang bener-bener cant imagine deh.. Kalau kata orang IT bilang, “the page cannot be displayed” terkadang kita jadi budak IT ya, bukannya menguasai IT tapi malah dikuasai oleh IT itu sendiri, emang sih ini diluar kemampuan kita klo disaster hit us! That’s why kayaknya semua pengetahuan akan hancur dan nggak bisa lawan klo alam yang berbicara…..

FYI : ini ada artikel ttg KRONOLOGIS PUTUSNYA INTERNET ASIA dan berita terkait, u can search around there

Pheeww.. after all this day , finally i can blogging again.. lol
Whats news!!?!!

Hmm.. i had dinner with someone *blushing* well, he is… uummmm yeah.. we met in airplane when i was in singapore.. and he is Export Manager , which is comes to Jakarta for his business. We got dinner in Mal Taman Anggrek, and thats all.. hehehhee.. just FYI . Wish someday, i will meet him again. Hmmm.. he’s nice, and cool! yeah, i love cool guy

In Nov 15th, i got hired by www.finansia.com as IT Help Desk.. Woohoo~ so excited :p Finansia Multifinance is a personal loan company, which is the company will lend their money to customers for buy something…. as IT Help desk, I’m a bridge over the water.. hahaha jk, but its true.. I’m bridge between IT Staff and User. Pick up the phone, sEnd and receive mail, program collector, until as MIS STaff.. So far, i’m enjoying this job… Found the new friends… Yeah, i thought IT staff will be fill with “cold people” but its not! actually, they are so crazy.. lol, laugh everyday, stress everyday coz the requests from users, etc.. hahahaha.. moreover when the last day of the month, we will sooo busy to take the backup data from branches..
As IT manager, Sir Joko looks like fun boss, u know.. he can laugh with us, lunch with us without any gap between us.. its cool boss
My IT Friends :
Kristin as “Maudy Koesnaedi” from Jogja.. Sweet and calm girl Erick, Mulyanto,Iwan the supervisor, Roni the icebreaker, Irsal, Lea, Sidy musicmania, and Budiman as my friend who always “throw me in the Karet station” hahahaha.. Thanks dude..
Hardi ( Big Baby ), Debby the pretty girl in this company.. lol.. yeah, guys, come n get her , Mbak Yuli who always cheer up IT’s days with her voice.. hahaha..

In Nov 23rd, Hillsong United was here! Its awesome.. Nah, its not only the performance, but the atmosphere, the touch of God soooo great Sermon looks like so common for all people, but for me.. its feels like what i ask for God, and God answer it

In 9th Dec, I was Worship Leader in my church.. “THE BEST GIFT” which is Father gave us Jesus as the best gift for the world… so sweet huh?!! The event was great, we worship and praise together… With all my group, we had so many hard time, but through it all… with Lord, we did it! hahaha..! Thanks dudes! u r guys so nice..

In 10th Dec, JUDIKA-ONE album was launched in La piaza , Kelapa Gading.. Jude had a lil concert, and its sooo nice.. unfortunately, i was so busy, and i didnt enjoy the show.. i must walkin around here and there, spread the postcards, etc.. but Thank God, finally, Jude’s album was launched! Please buy the casette or CD, coz.. this album is soooo “man” hahahaha.. lil bit rock and pop.

In 21st Dec, my mom bday, and i prepare for the surprise cake.. she surprised, and we celebrate it at 6.15 AM! hahaha.. love ya mom.. hope u know what inside here..
its lonely christmas.. lol. But for my spiritual life, Thank God, i feel deeper on God. The special thing is just, i got christmas greet from my mom and others from my fam. Woohooo~ its great to hear it.

Booww… ttyl gotta back to work after Xmas.. :p hohohoho..
Merry Christmas everyone, let celebrate Xmas everyday.. and the important thing is not “party” but Xmas is quite in stillness, remember how much God loves us , how beautiful God’s plan, how great His love..

These are photos from Singapore.. ^_^ I love photograph, even I couldn’t take the photos in the right angle :p

UNIQUELY SINGAPORE… (cont…)

Pheeww, first of all I’m gonna say its a great holiday But its made me tired… Shop till drop! well, that is Singapore. I arrived in there @ 9AM, and straight to the Maysprings apartment. I got a beautiful view from my room.. u can see the pic :p I took 7 days for this holiday, it was so fun and excited

1st day, aku ke Meritus Mandarin hotel coz tante dan sepupuku nginep disana. Dari airport, mereka langsung dijemput untuk rapat di kantornya, sedangkan aku sementara di ungsikan ke apartment temenku itu. Hari pertama kita ketemu pas dinner di Wisma Atria @ Orchard.

Hari kedua, aku pergi ke Chinatown tapi sebelumnya aku temenin tanteku ke Mount E untuk chek up. Thank God, sakitnya sudah mendingan deh. But, karena di china town kita jaalaaaan trusss sampe malam,nggak kerasa sama skali, waktu udah malam, dan akhirnya kita ke Newton Circus untuk makan siang pada pukul 08.30 MALAM. hahahaha.. sampe nggak bisa jalan deh bener2 shop till die, no shop till drop

Hari ketiga, mereka harus pulang kerumah.. wiw.. malam minggu nih.. So, aku temenin mereka belanja ke Takashimaya dan belanja buat sanak saudara di Indo. Sorenya, aku ikut English Service di City Harvest Church sama teman aku, disana aku dikenalin sama anak-anak cellgroupnya, mereka baik-baik juga :p Setelah dari CHC, aku balik ke apartment dan cape langsung bleeekk.. zzzZzZzzz….

Hari keempat, hari Minggu, nggak jelas deh mau kemana… Akhirnya aku disuruh coba ke Suntec City Hall sendiran, ini saatnya berpetualang, modal nekat muter-muter naik bis sendirian, tapi TERNYATA (more…)

Wiw~ Yay~ Wohoo~!!

Finally, jadi pergi juga ke Singapore.. Thank God.. udah brapa tahun tuh nggak kesana :p Slama jadi S.Kom sampe saat ini.. rasanya borrriing bangeet! bukan karena nggak ada kerjaan, tapi rasanya mumet aja di Jakarta. Aneh deh, bulan blakangan ini, maunya traveling kemanaaa gitu… Jogja kek, Bali kek, tapi apa daya kantong tidak mampu :p

Kebetulan salah satu sepupu aku bakal ada urusan di kantor sana.. hihihi.. langsung deh nebeng.. (thank u so much ) Langsung pada bilang mau nitip anu ani ane.. tapi aku males bawa2 belanjaan, tau nih, malah lebih interest sama petualangan baru aja nanti disana.. xixixixi..

Doain yaa.. biar sukses (sukses cari cowok? lol)
Besok aku mau nginep di rumah sepupu, lusa (kamis subuh) aku jalan..
hasil foto2 nanti di post deh miss u all.. miss u AP, miss u YM, miss u all my friends..

God bless you today

Friends.. baca deh, disini ada tulisan dari temenku.. si KRIZ
Artikel ini banyak cewek2 yang menolak kebenarannya, padahal.. it is so real.. (yeah, jujur donk ) Aku pernah interested w/ bad boy. hahahaa.. i think he is so cool.. smoking, piercing, etc . Untungnya sekarang udah “tua” males juga main sama badboy, hehehe..

Ok, Just Read, and gimme comments ok!!

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Women Love @sshole, So Let’s Be @sshole!

Coba deh loe pas lagi di mall ato lagi di mana aja, loe tanya setiap cewe yang loe temuin “Cowo seperti apa seh yang diinginkan cewe?” Pasti jawabannya udah bisa kita tebak, “Yang baik hati, tulus, setia, pinter, romantis, penyayang, bertanggung jawab, gentlemen, dan pengertian.” Tapi liat kenyataannya, cewe-cewe cakep, seksi dan menarik, biasanya malah punya cowo yang kebalikan dari itu semua. Biasanya cowonya itu tukang berantem, tukang dugem, tukang mabok, nilai jelek di sekolahan, tukang kebut-kebutan di jalan, tempramental, tukang gonta-ganti cewe dan gak ada romantis-romantisnya sama sekali. The typical guys that we call: @sshole. Dan biasanya si cewe akhirnya selalu patah hati dan nangis-nangis. Sementara cowo-cowo yang emang beneran “baik hati, tulus, setia, pinter, romantis, penyayang, bertanggung jawab, gentlemen, dan pengertian.” malah end up stress dan despo karena gak pernah bisa dapetin cewe-cewe yang mereka mau dan hanya bisa liatin dari jauh those @sshole with all the girls sambil menatap langit dan bertanya, “why..?”

Gue pikir semua cowo pasti pernah punya pengalaman yang mirip kayak gitu, kecuali kalo loe adalah one of those @sshole. Coba aja loe inget, dari loe SD, SMP, SMA dan kuliah, pasti selalu ada figur-figur cowo yang bajingan, yang tukang ngerokok, tukang ngobat, tukang mabok, bokep abis, tukang berantem, ngomong kasar dan jorok, tukang bikin masalah, nilai ancur, naik kelas aja udah untung, jelas-jelas playboy dan suka gonta-ganti cewe, tapi they GET all the cute and the prety girls in school!! What the *@#$?!! Same thing happens juga di skul tempat gue ngajar, and man.. how it pisses me off.

“Apparently there is difference beetwen what women WANT and what they are REALLY ATTRACTED TO..” itu adalah kutipan dari sebuah buku yang pernah gue baca soal cewe-cowo. Cewe emang PENGEN cowo “Yang baik hati, tulus, setia, pinter, romantis, penyayang, bertanggung jawab, gentlemen, dan pengertian.” sebagai pasangan hidup yang menemani mereka di hari tuanya, tapi pada kenyataannya pada waktu mereka masih muda dan hot bukan hal-hal itu yang bikin mereka tertarik dan doyan. Sucks. Dan ini semua dikarenakan karena cewe gak punya kemampuan buat membedakan apa yang mereka mau dengan apa yang bikin mereka tertarik.

Sama seperti cowo, cowo juga doyan banget sama cewe-cewe yang bitchy, nakal, agresif dan liar, tapi mungkin karena cowo lebih logis makanya kita dengan mudah bisa membedakan that this kind of girl gak bisa diharapkan untuk jadi pasangan.. simply for fun. Kita bisa bedain mana cinta mana nafsu, mana calon istri mana buat fun aja. Tapi cewe, mereka gak bisa bedain itu, yang mereka rasain waktu mereka sama cowo-cowo @sshole itu sebenernya sama seperti yang kita rasain waktu kita sama cewe-cewe bitchy itu, but they think it’s LOVE! Makanya mereka easily fall for those @sshole. And always end up hurt and broken hearted, coz those type of guys are never really the soulmate type yang grow old together. At least not untill they change their way and be more like real men less @sshole.

Dan kita-kita ini lah cowo-cowo yang “baik hati, tulus, pinter, romantis, penyayang, bertanggung jawab, gentlemen, dan pengertian” yang jadi korban. Oke I may be an @sshole too sometimes, tapi gue ngerasa seh gue lebih jatoh ke kategori “good guy” karena selama ini gue berada dalam posisi yang ngeliatin those @sshole with all the girls dan ketika tuh cewe-cewe akhirnya dilukai dan patah hati, they all would come to me buat nangis dan curhat dan minta ditemenin. And I’m :censored: SICK of it! It’s your :censored: fault that you’re hurt and broken hearted, you knew he’s a :censored: @sshole why did you date him in the first place anyway?! :censored: stupid!!

Dan ini bukan cuma teori gak beralasan, karena gue dah ngalamin kayak gitu all my life. Temen gue ketangkep basah selingkuh lagi tidur sama cewe laen di kosannya, cewenya nangis-nangis tapi tetep aja dimaafin dan diterima kembali. Ada lagi temen gue playboy dan tukang berantem plus narkoba, but still very easy to get any girl he wants! Dan cewe-cewenya itu cinta mati semua sama dia. Gue bahkan nanya langsung sama murid-murid gue di skul, yes they all prefer bad boys daripada good boys, “boring sir” gitu kata mereka waktu gue bilang kenapa gak mau sama yang cowo alim. Gue bilang kalo mereka nanti bakalan end up with broken heart, mereka juga nyadar dan ngakuin but they still go for it! Arghhh…

Lalu gimana nasib kita dunk? Any solution guys? Gue rasa most of the guys here are the good guys.. am I right? We have to solve this man, otherwise kita cuma bakalan jadi tempat curhat doank buat cewe-cewe korban @sshole itu. And it sucks! Should we become @sshole as well?

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well, i think.. Emang sih nggak semua cw suka sama badboy (gantiin kata @sshol3 biar rada sopan ), tapi setiap wanita itu punya suatu kebutuhan yang sbenernya kebutuhan yg lil bit cari2 challenge gitu.. (da survey terselubung )
Emang, idealnya, cw cw bakal cari sosok PH (Pasangan Hidup) yang baik, setia, bla bla bla.. , tapi biasanya cw cw “berjiwa muda” biasa akan lebih tertarik pada badboy itu karena si badboy itu eyecatching sih..
Liat aja penampilan badboy yang sok kalem, sok cuek, celana jeans robek, rambut sedikit berantakan , jalan kagak tegap ; yang ada malah agak2 “senga” atau lemes2 kayak orang abis sakaw, blm lagi kalau liat orang tuh matanya tajam, apalagi liat cw cakep , blm lagi predikat doi yang terkenal dengan “ngedrugs, dugemers, or drunker”

Padahal, biasanya ada deh temen kita ngomong , “eh.. hati hati.. dia tuh gini, gitu..” tapi buat kita.. ya ya ya.. ngomong aja de loe, toh doi tetep keren banget biar badboy juga

Awalnya pun, kita nggak mau bermaksud serius sama doi, toh kita tau dia badboy.. just for have fun Tapi, entah kenapa yah.. Smakin kesini, smakin kita tergantung sama dia, smakin sayang sama dia.. Ini normal kok gals.. Banyak cw yang justru malah jatuh cinta sama badboy.. Dan saat si badboy udah merasa bosen, dan ninggalin si cw.. si cw pun bakalan meraauung rauung.. klo perlu sampe ga makan, ga tidur, ga buka mata.. cw cw ini juga bakalan depressed, hopeless, desperate etc..

YuP YuP.. Mungkin itu tanda2 cewek emang lebih make perasaan daripada feelingnya dan ktika smua harus cw cw sadari, mereka akan bermuram durja sesuka mereka tanpa memperdulikan keadaan sekitar.. Well… inilah kenyataannya, dan sampai sekarang masih banyak yang terjebak dalam perangkap si badboy

PS:
for SK… sabar ya nak.. Bgitu lah BadBoY.. hehehe
for IR… skrg udah ngerti kan.. ^^
dll..

Good morning all, phewww..I’m so confused. why some people did judge me that im a double-faced person..

i cant imagine, what is inside of their brain..?? this is who i really am. im not pretending, im not hypocrite, but in my back, some people said that im pretending for being good in people’s sight.
WHAATT.. o My God, it shocks me..! so, during this day, i do my best for other people and i do with full of my heart, and i do with aboveboard, but they still that im pretending..??
im so sad , my good intention is ignored by them, and i always try to be the light from the bottom of my heart, but they think im prenteded it, they said “oo..maybe she good act in front of us, but in our back, she will be grumbling, or she will be blaming us”

i never think, that some people will do that to me..! and i know that if we want to be a good person, it is not easy .. but, im not angry with them, i just feel wonder why some people think like that..??!? hehehehhee..

“for it is written, vengeance is Mine; I will repay, salth the Lord” (Romans 12:19)

cheers
-elaine-

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PS: thanks to vion ^^