[– Path of My Life –]

It’s been a long time I havent post the blog here, oh well.. There’s a lot of things happened. Especially when I have husband now, lol.. Even I’m not working as much as I did last year, but still I dont have feeling to write anything even there’s a lot testimonies and stories that I want to share.

People usually ask me about “how’s your marriage life?”
Well, one thing : Marriage is not Fairy Tale, but this is the real life. Sad, happy, mad, anger, love, sweet,etc all together blend in our life.. One thing for sure, marriage is not easy that we thought. Two different people, two different character, lifestyle, hobbies, and such and such should be ‘mixed’. Marriage teaches me how to understand the core of life, the core of love, and love makes me a life!

06/07 we’ve been together for 6 months, It means half-year.. It is great! Time goes so fast, we cant believe that we’ve been together..
Our love proofs that we so much in love…
Our understanding proofs that we could make it through…
Our God proofs that we meant each other…

Jamin…., one word who always make me realize how much God loves me… God knows what I need, God knows what I can’t stand for, God knows what I’m yearning, God knows what I deserve…

Jamin…, a lot of things are unexpect from him. I never thought he will do a lot of things and make me amazed and feel blessed. He gives me surprise when I dont have a clue at all… He makes me feel safe and believe that we will be ok! He always help me to stand up when I’m down.. He wipes my tears when I cant handle my emotion in this life… He works really hard to show me that he is commit with his words….

Last time he gave a surprise when we had ‘half-anniversary’ and he asked me to go to Mexican Restaurant, it was so sweet! Moreover when I got home, he change and clean the bedroom perfectly and did laundry lol… It just fantastic! Sometimes we need to give reward to people that we love or love us.. They deserve it though

Jamin is my knight who stands in front of me with his sword…
Jamin is my angel who covers me with his wings…
Jamin is my prince who gives me a beautiful surprises…
Jamin is my cat who asks me to pet him everynight (LOL)

Thank you for all our friends who help us going through all hard times that we have.. Thank you for your support and your pray for us!

We can’t give anything for our friends.. I hope I just can be there whenever our friends need us.. We would love to give our time and piece of heart for our friends. Also we would love to pray and ask God to bless our friends..

Cinta..
Cinta adalah sebentuk rasa yang sangat indah. Tahukah kau cinta lahir dari sang waktu dan cinta pergi seiring sang waktu..
Ketika kau jatuh cinta, kau akan merasa jauh melambung tinggi ke langit.. Semua terasa indah, damai dan gembira..
Ketika kau jatuh cinta, kau selalu tersenyum.. Ya.. karena cinta menetap dalam jiwa dan pikiranmu..
Cinta terkadang melakukan hal yang gila, Cinta juga menyisihkan sang logika…
Cinta selalu bergerak walaupun perlahan, Cinta akan menemukan jalannya sendiri..
Kerinduan hati untuk menemukan seseorang.. Itulah cinta yang sedang berkelana.. dan biarkanlah cinta akan menangkap dirinya sendiri..

Ketika kau mengalami sakit karena cinta, kau serasa terhempas setelah melambung tinggi ke langit.. Kau akan terpuruk dalam kepedihan, penderitaan, dan kesakitan. Semua mimpi yang kau bangun dengan penuh harapan, runtuh sampai ke jurang paling dalam…
Kau berusaha untuk bangkit dan kembali berdiri, namun.. Sang cinta rupanya tidak kuasa untuk menahan segala rasa beban ini dan kembali terus terpuruk dalam kekelaman sang hati..

Perlahan tapi pasti, rasa kepedihan dan kesakitan akan mulai pergi.. Semua hanya sang waktu yang menentukannya..
Dan ketika kau mulai bangkit, dan ketika kau menyadari bahwa Cinta adalah anugerah sang Raja Kekal.. Engkau tidak lagi hidup dalam kepedihan dan kesakitan…
Kau akan menikmati pagi dengan tersenyum tulus, dan berkata yang Maha Kuasa, “Terima Kasih karena aku dapat merasakan indahnya sang cinta..”
Dan saat itu pula, engkau akan mencintainya tanpa mengharap balas kasihnya.. Semua itu dapat kau rasakan begitu indah. Engkau dapat memberikan seluruh cintamu padanya, engkau dapat merasakan tulusnya cinta yang kau beri padanya, engkau dapat merasakan betapa dahsyatnya sang cinta, sehingga kau bersyukur dapat mencintai dia sepenuh hati dan jiwa tanpa mengharap balas darinya…

Ya, itulah Cinta.. Sekarang kau dapat merasakan sang cinta dengan seluruh hati dan segenap jiwamu..
Cinta yang tak habis dimakan waktu adalah ketika cinta itu teruji, dan dapat memberi rasa yang demikian tulus..
Itulah indahnya cinta..

( Dedicated to : someone out of my sight, EN )